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Tuesday, 2 December, 1828

I contemplate and recontemplate, and retire disconsolate; become quite disgusted with myself that my resolution is so weak and feeble. Yet I have to all appearance as much as common individuals, and can adhere to one object, but do not feel satisfied because it is so slow. Avoid this.