Monday, 1 June, 1829

This warm and pleasant month has concealed in it an occurrence for which I look with much anxiety. how intense are my thoughts fixed. How many unfavorable changes may take place, not thought of or expected, which could blast at once the glimmering of all my hopes. These ideas posionthe fountain of all satisfaction. But it is time enough to weep when misfortunes break around us and we both see and feel the unwelcome blow.