Thursday, 11 June, 1829
Had some conversation with Mrs. Conrad and she appeared quite different and spoke quite freely and very agreeable to my feelings. What could have been the cause I will not pretend to explain. But let her be as good as she may, I fear I can never have that love for her I should have had, had she treated me different on the two occasions before described. I can forgive, but my mind is to retentive to forget when I consider myself unjustly assailed and treated.